I almost threw up the first time I clicked the publish button on my blog. The thought of putting my writing out into the world for anyone to read and to criticize or worse, to ignore, was utterly terrifying. But all the blogging gurus assured me that if I did all the right things, I would have a sizable tribe in no time.
All I had to do was call myself a writer, write and post insightful and entertaining content every day, make sure my grammar was correct and my formatting pleasing, reach out to like-minded writers, watch my stats and trends to determine the very best time each day to post, etc. etc.
Piece of cake, right? Hah!
I cursed a blue streak this morning. I’m not quite sure what came over me. Perhaps it is related to the fact that my left ovary woke me up at 5:00 this morning; the pain shooting all the way down to my knee, for Pete’s sake. The ol’ hormonal roller coaster of my advancing years is…notably more intense than I’d anticipated. Or maybe I can blame Microsoft for making things so danged convoluted. I am convinced that they are conspiring to drive the average person insane so they can take over the world.
It’s easy to get disoriented in the blogosphere. The cacophony of voices clambering to be heard is overwhelming. The multitude of ‘experts’ with conflicting advice leave me, well, conflicted. I look at other blogs and uncertainty creeps in.